where it all began!

this is the spot where it all started :} and the rest is history!

justene stalkers

you idiots are too much if you want those piks ask her yourself and if your gonna write me leave me your info! Dude get a life and a chick while your at it!i bet your hm right now choke'n the chicken till you bleed! Thats sad how do you feel bout your life right now? no really!LOSERS!

I'm drained!!!

Well its been one of those days AGAIN were i had to make the right choice for me and stop tryn to help people out.So much has been going on in my life and head the last couple of months dealing with family and friends or even people i thought were my so called friends.So i thought if i wrote it out it would relieve sum of the weight.It just seems like i've been carring alot of people's problems on my back.And i try and give them advice sum listen sum dont but when they do they tell me i shouldve listend to you a long time ago.I had a talk with one of my good friends bout 6months ago and he said "look Nerv you always trying to help and please people and your streeing yourself out,you been doing this for as long as i've known you (9yrs) if these lame's don't care bout themselve's what makes you think they care bout you?You gotta do you and then be like yo i tried but they wanna stay miserable where they at,cause @ the end of the day misery loves company and its fucked up cause most of the time its the one's you love the most but if you keep aiding and helping they aint never gonna change,so it's time to do whats best for you,cause your a good person"When my boy told me this is woke up.This is from a person that don't speak unless its real talk and he's NEVER let me down or been wrong.It's when you care bout sumone so much that it hurts you to see them to make the same mistakes over and over again and you ask yourself "damn this person doesnt care about themselves what makes me think they care bout me?" And i'm mentally drained tryn to show them whats right in front of their face "like damn cant you see whats goin on!" and then i'm the bad guy for telln them to their face when all they do is hang out with "YES" friends that are goin downhill and drag'n them with them and they can't even see it.At the end of the day i just don't wanna see sumthing really bad to happen for them to wake up Or maybe bad things already happend and they try to block it out with substances like its all gonna go away.But in reality things get worse! Yeah i may be 33yrs old but i still dont know everything i'm still learning but in case's like this its just common sense that life isnt that hard!And being streessed out bout nothing is the worst!So here i am @ work and i wonder if sum of these people are ever gonna get it or where are they gonna end up? Kinda scary cause were not gonna live young forever.I had to learn the hard way and i'm glad i did cause and the end of the day when its all said and done bills have to be paid and getn hammerd doesnt do anything for you but make you look like you dont have control over your life and kill your liver.It's pretty fucked up when sumbody you love and give your 100% too leave's you for a bottle of alcohol or a few beers.It's like car crashes and and blanking out is isnt enough.This goes to any age.It like sumone that's really close to me growing up all he cared about was getting drunk and to this day is still @ the same point of his life and it makes me wonder like all the talks we've had never matter.And when i see people going down the same path it fucks me up to know the outcome.Yes i drink but i've learned to control it and drink plenty of water.And on that note you are who you hang out with thats why i cut alot of people off in my life cause they did more bad then good ya feel me.I mean i don't hate them but i gotta look out for me now.This isnt just for one person its for a couple of people sum that i'm happy for sum that i'm sad for but hope they wake up for their own good.
Sumtimes we just have to put your pride to the side and admit to our mistake's and we would be respected so much more! please leave me a comment and let me know what you think.Thanks for listening NERV

CREATIVE ON ANOTHER LEVEL

I FOUND THIS ON YOU TUBE I WAS LIKE WHAT IS REDNECK ART? THIS IS IT! DOPE!

MASCARA BEETIE DAVIS EYES!

SUM OLD GRAFF

THIS WAS OFF THE 5FWY IN EAST L.A. STOOD UP FOR A HOT MINUTE

MY WEEKEND

THIS IS WHAT THE ROOM LOOKED LIKE 20MIN LATER WHEN I WAS DONE
THE ROOM BEFORE I STARTED
AY HIBACHI SOLO! THIS IS HOW I STARTED MY WEEKEND.ITS NOT THE SAME WITHOUNG TING.I MISS MY SUGAR!
TING AND I LUV SAKE SHOTS .SHE USUALLY POURS MINE BUT SHE'S ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLOBE RIGHT NOW :{

GREAT MOVIE CLIPS!!

"GRANDMA'S BOY" HELLA FUNNY

"IT'S ALL GONE PETE TONG" TRUE STORY ABOUT A BIG HOUSE DJ

"PATHFINDER" ACTION CLICK REALLY GOOD

Grind House MOVIES

"WASSUP ROCKER"

WALLY GEORGE GETS IT!

I USED TO STAY UP LATE AND WATCH THIS DUDE! HE WAS ON SUM PUBLIC ACCESS TV CHANNEL I THINK IT WAS CHANNEL 54.CHECK HIM OUT CHEWING OUT RICK DEES.HE WAS PRETTY GANGSTA!

"OLD SCHOOL" PART 1

I WAS SITTING BACK AND WENT TO CHECK OUT MY BOY FROM OC TIMMY'S PAGE WHO IS A PROFESSIONAL DANCER AND STARTED THINKING BOUT THE OLD DAYS AND HOW MUCH I MISS THE PURITY OF HIP HOP.YOU HAVE ALL THESE SO CALLED "STREET WEAR KIDS" AND "REAL HIP HOP HEADS" AND DON'T EVEN KNOW THEIR HISTORY.NOT SAY'N ALL OF THEM ARE WACK BUT EVERYONE SEEMS TO BE JUMPING ON THAT SHIT AND NOT KNOWING THE REAL!AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I'VE FROM THE THE EARLY DAYS OF GRAFF AND HIP HOP IN L.A. I STARTED WRITING IN 1984 AND YES I KNOW MY HISTORY!I MAY HAVE SLOWED DOWN IN GET'N UP BUT NO ONE CAN ERASE MY HISTORY! SO I THOUGHT I'D SCHOOL THOSE ON A LIL HISTORY LESSON ABOUT HIP HOP.AND NO NEW YORK DIDNT START GRAFF! I'M NOT TAKING NOTHING AWAY FROM THEM BUT IT STARTED HERE JUST LIKE POP LOCKING.SO I DECIEDE TO SHOW YOU SUM PROOF AND GIVE RESPECT TO THOSE WHO I THINK MADE BIG INFLUENCE'S ON THE HIP HOP CULTURE TODAY!THESE ARE LEGENDS AND ALL YOU NEW CATS NEED TO GIVE THEM THEIR PROPER CREDIT AND IF I FORGET SUMONE I'LL CATCH YOU ON MY NEXT ONE THANKS!RESPECT!

Chaz Bojorquez

In 1969, a young black man by the name of Don Campbell was becoming known among street dancers in Los Angeles for inventing a dance called the Campbellock (he put out a record called "Do the Campbellock"). Don Campbell took the hydraulic robotic movements, which were all about total control and mixed it with wild, out of control body movement dances of the tap-flash dance days plus exact stop and start movements and spiced it all with comic facial expressions and clown-like costumes to develop a whole new dance movement which is still going strong called "Locking"

CHAKA LOD IFK "ALL CITY AND SET THE STANDARD FOR WHAT ALL CITY WAS REALLY ABOUT!"

ICE T AN L.A. LEGEND & A REAL HUSTLA!

BREAKIN THE MOVIE WAS THE SHIT!

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OG KDAY MIXMASTER TONY G

OG MIXMASTER JULIO G

BOULEVARD NIGHTS A CLASSIC EAST LOS FLICK

"THE DUKE OF EARL" ANOTHER CLASSICK!

A CLASSICK SKATE MOVIE "THRASHIN"

THE GODFATHERS OF CHICANO COMEDY